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1. No one can hurt you as badly as the people you love. 2. You have to know what you stand for, not just what you stand against. 3.  I am attracted to intelligence, not education. You could graduate from the best, most elite college, but if you are clueless about the world and society, you don't know anything. 4. HAPPY ENDING?     There are no happy endings. Endings are the saddest part, so just give me a happy middle and    a very happy start.

Life indeed is a circus where we are controlled by the supreme power. We perform till the time our role is complete and the moment it is done, we enter the new world. Leaving behind the memories, some good, some bad to be cherished by the people. And the circle continues...

I am the type of person who enjoys being alone when no good company is found. By good company I mean the like minded people. I like to walk home alone or driven in a car, with music in my ears. I just like and quiet time to my self. But I don't like being alone for long time or my swings for the complete day!! I don't like being alone long enough for the bad thoughts to take over. I guess what I am saying is that I like being alone, but I hate being lonely. I am fond of my family and friends. Little bit social. I am introvert.  I like hanging out, #HWF. I like a long drive with my family to places. I love to hangout with my group, though not socially, and love to spend the time with my best friend. I love to talk to those with whom I don't have to be formal at all, where my comfort level is at ease, I can joke around with them. Most importantly can have long conversations with and its not weird at all!! ...the story does not end here; the good time WILL come.

                                                                            I am alone Love passes by, crying tears, I wonder why? I cannot find  what others found.   -Michael Faudet  

To The Dearest Brother, Dated - 31-March-2016 Winters it were of 1996!! 02nd January it was. And I was blessed with a charming and cute bro. Since then we have been each others lifeline. We have fought like mad people in our early years (being kids). Now that we are grown ups, you tend to act more maturely and give me advises. Though I still remember the day you were born. I thought that now Mum and Dad would start loving me less to love you more. But that didn't happen. In fact, I found myself loved by another person, so sweet and so special. That person is you! The first you held my hand, I felt it was my responsibility to never let anything hurt you. You are my baby brother and I could do anything to make you smile. I love you dear. Your sometimes notorious behavior, Your many-a-times mood getting upset You getting upset on small little things are missed by me when I am not home.    I miss our secret talks during the night when we lie on the bed on each others ...

पता है क्या, रिश्ते कायम रखने के लिए मुलाक़ातें ज़रूरी हो जाती हैं। यूँ तो पौधा लगा कर लोग अक्सर भूल जाते हैं, पर वो पेड़ तभी बनेगा जब उसे पानी दिया जाएगा।      Pushkin Channan

I, today realized that I have changed a bit, ironically the fact is that I have changed. Realizing the fact that I now act as a grown up and not complaining about the situation not favoring me or my dreams not getting fulfilled or the good things taking time to reach me or the promises being broken. Sometimes I feel that the change is good but the very next moment it becomes really tough to live the new way. You cannot complain about your disliking as it would make the listener unhappy (if he or she really cares for you). The problem is that I'm not ready to accept the facts, the reality, the truth as the reason being it always bring tears to the eyes. But yes, if my silence brings happiness to my loved ones then there's no harm in hiding the emotions. At least you know that they are happy. ... and then we master the art of that #Fake #Smile.