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I’ve been taught to set fires, to salt open wounds, to break bones, in order to defend my life. But I haven’t been taught the two most important things that should have come prior: how to apologize and how to forgive, in order to  defend my sanity.....           - Pushkin Channan

"I always believed that we would find our way back to each other every time we get annoyed. But this it felt like final. Like I would never see you again, or that when I do, it would be different- There would be a mountain between us. Not the natural one but the mountain of our own thoughts and imaginations that will rule our mind over the next few years. The thoughts that will make our mind a nest. And may be that mountain measures more than the highest peak in the world. I knew it in my bones. This was the high time. Finally the choice had to be made. You made your choice and forcing me to do the same. And somewhere I knew it won't be possible. And keeping that obstinacy apart we both let each other go. Choosing this to be our destiny!!"                           - Pushkin Channan

Sometimes they just wished the day does not end, Now they don't even want to meet. Sometimes they went out to shop together, Now even those shops are deserted. Sometimes they drove madly on the roads causing all chaos, Now even the traffic police misses that fun. Sometimes the time spent together looked less, Now even the time has stopped bothering. Old days, they worried about each other, These days, they don't even bother to. Earlier, even the whisper of either would create a trouble, Presently, even the loudest of the loud cry didn't disturb. Once the Best Friends were now the strangers with all the secrets, Ironically, with a choice.                             - Pushkin Channan

May be it was too late now to understand that the conversations would not take place ever. May be it was little too late realize to realize that history is never going to strike again, The Good. The good is not going to happen. The seed of hatred that was grown couple of years back had now grown into a big tree. And it had the same fruit with different taste. The taste of being isolated, sorrow, never getting back to normal. I wish the tree one day has the fruit of friendship & love. That was initially sown before someone came and planted the different one. May be the characters Hum - Tum become the Best Friends again, before the story ends. Though the life is long but the time is very less and hence can be the journey. They sprinkled friendship around them but their in their own life one never wanted to see others face and other always prayed for ones well being and coming back. A nice story of friendship may get a happy ending. 

"It always seems to amaze me how quickly a change occurs, Like a constant flowing river of near icy cold water, Like the tides change the bringing newness, Like the wind blows in fresh air, I know things never remain the same, but this time its just not fair. I feel like I just met you and you just moved away, And I smile shyly knowing that that was your last day. I pray we will keep in touch, I pray, because the past, I'd say those things and try it but those things don seem to last. You are the #First #FRIEND that I met here, I cherish you a bunch, Although our times been very short, know, I love you very much . One day I know you will call me and ask me how I am?? But who knows if my address would be the same or my contact number in your phone still remains the same. But having faith in God, I trust you would at least mail me and ask me how I am. And that's going to be the same. All I hope is our friendship lasts, the test of time, so pure. I do have a l

....and the day came in life when they decided to move on. One moved on because of the dreams to be fulfilled while another moved on in life to match the competency level. SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. One found a new job while another continued with the old one. The strange part was the moved on individuals were once the best friends and now the strangers, but with a choice. Though I feel that once you know a person deeply, he/she is never a stranger. No matter for how long you don't talk. Best friends still remain the best at heart. But this time it's a prodigy here. None of them were in contact anymore now. The history repeated itself. And this time he was again at the losing end. Residing in the same city they both didn't have the clue about each other. Once the best friends, were now turned into strangers where time played a major role along with the destiny. Once when every incident was shared, the time changed so drastically now that she doesn't even want to listen t