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'Togetherness in Nightmares'

'There are some nightmares I don't want to wake up from. For the reason in these nightmares we are still each other's friends. In these nightmares I'm still your Best Friend. We still catch up on the same road and drive to same old shopping arena. In these nightmares, we still are able to steal out some time for each other. You still laugh in the same manner and same energy in which you used to!! May be I tend to write more but you will always remain the most captivating part of my poetry. And I'll consider you the most happening and energetic person that I ever came across. May be we come across each other and ask to spend little time as we used to when young. Or may be just have another cup of coffee in the same outlet. We may lend supporting hands to each other when the world outside will laugh on our failures. No matter what, it always has been great, always been wonderful having you around.
So what makes me call these dreams as nightmares?? May be because whenever I wake up I always tend to see my phone for the messages that are not there and will never be. The space in my heart will always remain vacant. Everytime in these nightmares when I'm forced to remember the happy days, it looks like nothing ever happened and its a long and never ending dream.
And to that day, I just regret, should have never lived. The dreams/nightmares would not have disturbed my tranquility."

         - Pushkin Channan 

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