Skip to main content

The Heartfelt Desires

and i ended my day with a riddle
I landed on the bed of a hospital.
the gathered fam's questionnaire
my failure to answer those eager ears.
their arrival
without an invitation
a feel of self assassination.
the promises of being 'forever'
were seemed getting replaced with 'never'.
sorry!!
those pair of eyes said
standing in the corner
seeing me being 'laid down' to rest.
the voice i, too, felt will be missed
sorry for the promises I made, as
i knew my missing would be kissed.
a final thank to the pair of eyes
to make self able to see me
for the one last time.
wish i could have stayed more
wish i could have kept the statement that i swore
wish i could have met you before
in the world that seemed biting 
i wish could have made the existence much more EXCITING.

 - Pushkin Channan

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

The Day In Life

 I sit here surrounded not by humans although with those endless thoughts that are echoing in my head since last night post your departure. Hey Little Angle!! I write here sitting, for you, under the sky talking to clouds and asking them about your well-being. Just been 24 hours you had left home to kick off your new life. However it still seems to be a dream to acknowledge the fact that you are now officially a woman. A girl who just few hours back was the most pampered kid of the home now is a wife to someone whom you would tag as your LIFE. The time has flown with Godspeed. The night sky doesn't talk and the day doesn't let me communicate my emotions well. It would be hard to steal time in the years following. We do not share blood relation. The amount of love and care you have been blessed by your own people is much more than I could have, solely, blessed you with. All I could have done last night was to be a part of the group of people who came forward to bid you farewell
1 comment
Read more

The Next Step

Expected & accepted The life lied And reality distracted Leaving protected Family directed. The plea Staying back rejected Starting new Scared too Stepping steps Other side of doorstep The world waited. I hesitated For the final seeing To start believing To live while dreaming To see twin changing The domicile. Wishes, Lucks, Greetings Maybe self failed to share The ongoing changes. The night most feared Bidding farewell While few smiled The world left behind CRIED - Pushkin Channan
2 comments
Read more

Those Heart Attacks

The news happy or sad, confused. the reaction i knew. far & away the distances uncovered I'll fail acknowledging them. the calculations  missed & not corrected imperfections surround me. staying grounded looking high I'll see you vanishing. the airplanes, the airport your crossing boundaries I'll wait for the turn for me to take over to leave you in tears. being on driver's seat getting things done I'll thank the 'Monopoly'. no not heartless just following the footsteps for once I was scared was being done to me. gracefully embraced I'll duplicate the same. - Pushkin Channan
1 comment
Read more