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All I Want

Before the last day of mine in the town,
Before the last talk between you and me,
Before the last hour of togetherness,
Before the last coffee in CCD,
Before the last anger of yours,
Before the last hug of ours,
Before the last drive with you,
Before the last shopping accompanying you,
Before the last supper,
Before the last show of yours,
Before the last smile of ours together,
Before you become someone else's,
Before you once again get busy with your own turmoil of life
Before you once again start acting like a stranger,
Before you start undoing all those things that used to make me smile,
All I want is…
To live one more day.
To talk to to you for an extra hour.
To be with you for one more time for that precious smile.
To have a cup of coffee with you and to listen to all your crazy talks till that last sip.
To listen to angry voice when I didn't listen to you.
To get the hug from you to realize the motherly care that you carried.
To drive your car & to see your face shining like a falling star.
To shop with you in that mall.
To dine with you in a perfect alfresco restaurant.
To experience the smile of mine which never would be the same again.
All I want is to be with you & relive all those days which have now turned into memories.
         
             - Pushkin Channan


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