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NEVER ENDING REALITY


It was 0100 hours at night and

I woke up by the outside's drizzling light

The dream was shattered and the anger was all bias

The thought of losing her made me more anxious

Looking out of the window by the side

I was trying to look for the lost tide

The tide that took away the memories from me

That were responsible for the best in me

I tried my level best to locate her

But didn't get even a bit of her

Looked like for couple of minutes she was mine

But now she has gone

And I gave a large whine

The anguish within me was like a burning volcano

The exact cause even my brain didn't know

The silence prevailed all around me

That connected with my intuition

To get lost like a crazy fellow

No alcohol to ruin my mood

I had the drug which I wanted

A drug of intensified pain

Mixed together with my feelings

To get back those moments

For another renovation

Of My Own Self


   Her absence - My Heart's Never ending reality

                                                                                -Pushkin Channan

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