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LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL MISS YOU....

In the end what we leave behind are the memories that will be remembered by the world. Years from now, the only thing that will be missing would be the ones who created that memory.
May be they would be world apart, or may be left the world for someone else to come in place. But remember my best friend, you will miss the days that created memories for you to cherish when I'm not there any more.
Lying on my death bed one day, and counting my last breath, waiting for the yamraj to take me; my eyes would be searching for you when I would be surrounded by all. And I presume that you will come and will be happy, before i actually go to either the heaven or the hell. But deep inside I will be sad for the reason I would not be the part of this wonderful family that has nurtured me through the years. And the best friend who was blessed to me by the Almighty. Dear Bestie, i know that I have given you pain which you never even imagined of. So, sorry for that and sorry for every wrong deed of mine. Today i know you are upset, but trust me the time will heal that. Time is the best healer girl. Have faith in God and yourself. Have faith in good time to come. Surely, success would be yours. I might not be there tomorrow to celebrate or be the part of your success party but remember me when you do the party. Please get back to normal. Talk to me, make me smile and make me cry, coz no one can best do that apart from you. Will wait for you....
The brothers whom I call my "brothers from another mothers". You know what as I have mentioned in one of my posts earlier that it's really great if you meet people with same mental disorders, and who understand you. Though we don't meet each other that often, neither go out for the party, nor hangout; but still I believe that we remain like that till the last.
I will miss you all up there and hope you will also miss me. I would be failing in my duty if I forget to thank you all to make my life a memorable and a happy one. Mixed with emotions. We live only once and I lived my life to the fullest where I got wonderful people like you. A caring family, my loving brother, my bestie (best friend), and two brothers of different DNA. #LOL
        LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL MISS YOU

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